I'm Bea , 18 years old from Transylvania .
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I don’t have a flat stomach. My boobs are small. My nose is too big. My thighs and arms are so thick. I don’t have a smooth skin. According to today’s society this means that i’ll die alone with 43 cats. Also means that i can’t just walk around in the town in shorts  ’cause everybody will talk behind my back how disgusting my legs are. that I can’t wear summer blouses because everybody will laugh at how flat i am. Can’t laugh or smile on photos cause my imperfect teeth will be visible. I cannot go to   the beach with my friends ‘cause they will see me in swimsuit and they will notice how chubby my belly is. I cannot enter somewhere without contempt in people’s eyes. Cannot just go and dance or talk with a stranger because i have learnt many years ago, probably there are more beautiful girls, and everybody wants them, obvious that not me. There are people who are way more beautiful than me outside, and have such a terrible inside. But i have no chance. Because i don’t get any.

You know what? I don’t really care what you all are trying to say me. That i’m too tall, big, chubby, flat and ugly. I don’t care if you are laughing at me, at how do i look like. I’ll just laugh at you all how pathetic you are. If you don’t want me because of my appearance, i won’t cry, I want people around me who love me for who am i, not how do i look like. 

So to all the girls who don’t look like a barbie doll and those terrible women in the vogue magazines. I think the real beauty is inside, and as long as you are beautiful inside, people who really take care about your personalities, not only your appearances, will find you and be with you. Why would you cry for men or friends who are looking for a perfect body, smooth skin, big boobs, and idk what, who just see your appearance but not who you truly are inside?


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    I wish I could say the same, the first paragraph perfectly describes how I feel
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    Wise words :’) I am SO not like a barbie. I totally agree with you. xx
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    preach girl!!
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